EXPECTATIONS
Every-time I have expected, I was hurt.
Every-time I thought things would happen this way I was hurt.
Every time had my trust on people I was hurt.

Every-time I waited for an answer and it did not come , I was hurt.
Every-time I said something but expected a favourable answer I was hurt.
Every-time-time I made a first attempt I was rebuffed.

It is time for the one to return home. The comfort zone.
To repair and nurture the pain.
 I feel a section of my heart has gone cold.
It throbs but is bereft of feelings.

The cobwebs of temporary relationships should snap.
I have a notion...
it is time for me to pack my roll.
My existence and worth is over.
God let down the invisible ladder to pull me up.
I  wish to be with my dad and mom.
Speak to them about the weird ways of the world.

Or should I learn to LOVE people Less.